In the still of the night…

Why is it when you go through a break up with someone for whatever reason, it hurts so much more at night??  Ever notice it?   You can go all through the day not even thinking about him, and soon as you’re home relaxing on the couch having a great glass of vino,  it hits you like a smack in the face.

It could be, we finally slow our minds down enough it allows those thoughts of the break up in, or it could be your drinking alcohol and it’s making you sad about it.  And why do we always focus on the good times and how much we miss them?? WTF is wrong with us??

We drink a little and all of a sudden, all their bad habits, you know the ones that are on your “what I hate about you list”  are not even in our heads, which they should be.  And btw, I know you all have “what I hate about you” lists, it’s when that list is longer than the “what I love about you” list is when you break up.  Especially when the hate list includes, how he eats, how he puts on his underwear, how he showers…… okay, those were on one of my lists before I broke up with the guy.  His love list was he was on time.  HAHAHAHAHAHAH!

Do you ever find yourself with someone you want to break up with and watch them eat and think to yourself, “I soooo fucking hate how you eat”!  I wonder if my eyes ever squint when I’m thinking that and looking at him. Thank God for botox, it keeps the disgusted expression off my face.  Anyway, let’s get back to the subject.

Late at night, when we drink and have time, is it the drinking and having time the reason we overlook the bad in the relationship??  Or are we being more honest with our feelings.  Btw, I always recommend removing the person you’ve broked up with phone number from your cell.  It helps to prevent drunky dialing or texting.  It really sucks when you wake up in the morning and look at your phone and your texts and think OMG, why the fuck did I send that??? I don’t really miss him, he sucked in bed so why did I text him and tell him I want to see him again?????

Loneliness mixed with wine will sometimes do baaaadddd things to you.  So, thank goodness for the morning light to shed some light on the fact that you’ve broke up with this person for good reasons, and you need to remember these reasons even during the still of the night.

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